the paradox of it all

its ironic how something that you've been looking forward to so much is in the end something that you wish you're away from.

irony number 1: i was looking forward to meeting my frens in xiamen, but somehow i feel as though theyre not looking forward to it as much as i am.
irony number 2: i was looking forward to having the mango shaved ice, but when i had it, i felt quite disgusted and i swear theres a drop in standard.
irony number 3: i swear i miss kristel, charlie and everyone else.
irony number 4: sigh, i think im screwed.

oh i must say how loserish i am, since im going to watch transformer tomorrow - alone. perhaps its good. i need some time alone. some time for myself. to enjoy life, feel the minutes passing me by and enjoy it. not that my time is not precious, but its now that i can enjoy it slippin away. look at it this way, it aint suffocating me =)

Song is the sweetest guy in town.. he wrote me something to prove he loves me more than J.
I give you the LOVE.
L is for the way i look upon u!
O is u're the ONLY one i trust
V is very very extraordinary from other BFF
E is for everything u've done for me.

anyone else wants to compete? show sharmaine some loving! shes back on friday.